Day 3

Let's do inventory of what I've accomplished with my day so far. Hmmm...well, I awoke from a nightmare this morning, feeling bitchy from it. Took my morning dose of meds. Check. Screech about how hot it feels to me in the house, even though the thermastat officially reads "Eskimo Ice Cave" on it. Husband frantically scampered about the house, collecting fans to blow on me. I felt like I was in those bad 80s hair band videos again. Check. Got sleepy after only being up for about 2 hours, so I went back to bed. Had another nightmare, that caused me to awake even bitchier. Stuck my head in the freezer for a few minutes, felt cooler. Still feeling like I want to rip someone's face off. Check. I begin a jewlery making class tonight, as I thought a month ago that it would be "fun to meet new people, and have something to take my mind off of the cycle". Silly, silly me. Those people have no idea what they're in for. And to think...I'll actually have sharp instruments in my hands. Thinking ahead of what it would cost to bail me out of jail if I freak out on somone....CHECK.