Had my surgery yesterday. Presumeably it went well. Our doctor spoke with Jeff while I was in recovery, and told him that he was able to get all of the mass out of my uterus. Jeff was also put under the impression that it won't be much to worry about, but that to be on the safe side my doctor sent a biopsy of the material on to pathology. So now the waiting game begins yet again. I am beginning to become a real pro at this waiting game.
I am at home resting, trying to feel a spark of hope for our IVF journey. A lot of people tell me to "just be positive", but that's just not reality. Am I feeling sorry for myself? Probably. But until you've walked in another's shoes, please don't make that judgement. I am blessed though to have mostly very supportive and kind people in my life. I wish I could hug each and every wonderfully kind woman that has shared her personal story and/or support. You know who you are. Hugs to you!!!
So if all goes well with the pathology report, I am hoping to get news next week from my doctor that we can finally move forward. I don't know just how good my chances are of success, but as long as Jeff is motivated to try, I will try too. We are a team through and through.
I hope the tests all turn out well so you can proceed with the IVF! And, it's completely OK to feel sorry for yourself every once and again. Especially when you're faced with one challenge after the other as you have been in this journey.
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